I sometime doubt my own heart
Like at one point I feel so sure of myself
Like this is it
This is the one
Nothing can beat this feeling
Because it felt somehow connected to my soul
Like I feel so certain that I know my soul agrees to whatever my heart desires
But then
It all crashed by reality
Whatever I was sure of before I kept on doubting now
I can’t even sure of what I feel
How I should feel
Why I should feel at all
In one way maybe this is the fight or flight reaction of my own heart
My own soul
From breaking apart.