Have faith
My dear friends
I know you deserve so much more
Much better than this
I know you’re going to be just fine
And I’ll be waiting for you
At the end of this path
With a smile plastered on our faces
While singing whatever song that pops out in our mind.
These moments are the most hurtful for me
Because I can see the hopelessness
I can feel the sorrow
And I know you don’t want to give up
But situations just not always on your side
It is hurting me because I cannot give you assurance
That everything’s gonna be alright
It’s not easy and not even as simple as that
So the least that I can do is to try to make you smile
To hear your laughter
At least to ease the pain that you’re dealing with
My friends
We still have each other
And you still have me.
Sometimes we don’t even want to appear strong
We don’t even want to put a fake smile
Just to convince other people that we are fine
It’s okay that
You’re not okay
You don’t have to be happy for the sake of other people
You don’t have to hide all your tears
All your frustrations
All your worries
What matters most is your happiness
Your own feelings
And I know you will be fine
We are all gonna be fine.
ASA
p/s: For those who I call my friends. Do not lose your hope.
We don’t even want to put a fake smile
Just to convince other people that we are fine
It’s okay that
You’re not okay
You don’t have to be happy for the sake of other people
You don’t have to hide all your tears
All your frustrations
All your worries
What matters most is your happiness
Your own feelings
And I know you will be fine
We are all gonna be fine.
ASA
p/s: For those who I call my friends. Do not lose your hope.
I haven’t blog anything so far in 2018.
I guess I’m afraid to speak about whatever going on inside my mind.
It’s a mess.
But a mess I’m trying to cope with.
This used to be a medium for me to express my thoughts, feelings, experiences.
But I got used of keeping them inside rather than spilling everything out.
Because I was too afraid of exposing my vulnerable side.
So instead of telling people I’m not okay
I just smile.
A smile to ensure myself that
Yeah, I’m gonna be fine.
I guess I’m afraid to speak about whatever going on inside my mind.
It’s a mess.
But a mess I’m trying to cope with.
This used to be a medium for me to express my thoughts, feelings, experiences.
But I got used of keeping them inside rather than spilling everything out.
Because I was too afraid of exposing my vulnerable side.
So instead of telling people I’m not okay
I just smile.
A smile to ensure myself that
Yeah, I’m gonna be fine.
I'm taking the roads
That even I not sure
Where it's leading
Or where it will end.
I'm guessing it won't be all flowery
Neither too greyish, too dull
It will always be a mix of those
So don't mind me if I'm laughing and all smiley in one morning
But drowning in sorrow in the evening.
Bet you I'm not crazy.
I am on different level in confidence
I believe in myself
True enough
But I have doubts that people
Will have that confidence in me.
In short, I don't trust people would see me in any kind of lights from their spectrum.
Is that considered as self-doubting too?
I believe in myself
True enough
But I have doubts that people
Will have that confidence in me.
In short, I don't trust people would see me in any kind of lights from their spectrum.
Is that considered as self-doubting too?
