Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wbt and a very good morning indeed.


BGM: The Chainsmokers - Don't let me down


This song was our theme song during GMGS clinical exam. It was...how to put it in the right words.. The part where "Right now I need a miracle" really suit us. And yeah we were miraculously passed the exam. God, we were thankful enough for having kind-hearted lecturers. They did help us a lot. I honestly didn't think I could make it as I couldn't gather up my confidence. And plus I went blank there, exactly when I started to open that door.

Although I got a case which I was aiming for, I was praying for, it was the mental preparation that needed to be ready. I miscalculated my readiness I guess. Got facial nerve palsy, I was supposedly already prepared with all those knowledge yet I was...too worried I think.

But thank God, He gave me some time before I started with the second case. Got lower limb for neuro. The least favorite subject among all other cases. Never actually had any chance to clerk a neuro patient. I tried to compose myself again, as the examiners were the same doctors. Yeah, it turned to be more like a class but not fully a bedside teaching otherwise I'm doomed! Ahhh..I guessed us dentists-to-be really should not take this for granted. Medical doctors have their own job and that we have our own. But we should not look at things as they were simple and should be easy to be performed. They were not easy, same like dental stuff. At least I gained some knowledge before I become one.

There were some of us who had to resit the exam. It was pain to see them under such stress. Well,at the same time, the rest couldn't sit comfortably just yet as we didn't know our own result. Those who resit at least knew that they passed the theory part. Some of us cried, broke down, loss our appetite. I bet some couldn't even sleep. That's how it made us, almost gone crazy. Even before the result was announced, we went somewhere else to distract ourselves from being overthinking.

And we almost screamed out loud at the coffee shop. We were that nervous that we didn't care of the fact that people might be staring at us. Needless to say, GMGS, I surely am glad to say goodbye.

And all that left was only regrets. Each time. Why didn't I study harder than this? Why didn't I practice this skill beforehand? Why didn't I do this and that. But thank God, I don't need to go through those time again. I was suffocated enough with other stuff so I am thankful that I can finally take some break. At least from the chaotic hospital scenes.

But don't take me wrong. GMGS is very important. Especially as we are dealing with human anyway. I should study harder next year. Though, frankly speaking, I'm not that enlightened to go back to the clinic, but what to do. That's my responsibilities from now on. All I can pray for is His miracles.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and ramadhan kareem to everyone.


It's very near to its end.

Yes, Ramadhan.

Lil regrets of not fulfilling this year's Ramadhan with beneficial activities. However, I must say that having professional examination during this holy month was really a memory that I wouldn't forget.

First of all, staying up late at nights and having to wake up earlier for sahoor, right after Suboh directly started studying. I was grateful, because all of my efforts was blessed by the power of du'a especially in the month of full barakah.

I was literally tortured. Mentally abused. By books. Memorization. Heck I became a coffee-phobia despite the fact I was a coffee-lover. I didn't want to blame the coffee, it was rather due to the faults in myself. But yeah, the exams-week wasn't one healthy week. And I'm gonna be forever not liking those kind of weeks.

And today, was the day when our full results were announced. I was at home. Like finally. At first we didn't want to go for the viva yesterday, but mothers know best. And my friends kept telling me it was a good opportunity and Alhamdulillah, praises to Allah. It was definitely a good decision (for someone who was indecisive like me, heck it was a good shot alhamdulillah).


Alhamdulillah again and again, I passed all subjects. Even Pathology, the most stressful and due to lack of sleep (guess why T^T) I couldn't focus and till the very end of exam time, I was still trying to focus on the things that I had read. It was a disastrous one but alhamdulillah Allah helped me in so many ways, maybe I never even realize. And also the prayers from my parents, my family members, my friends, endless and countless du'a that they asked from Allah for me, and my friends. So people, never underestimate the power of du'a.

And our dearest lecturers, who put their efforts in teaching us, and giving us supports till this moment. I'm gonna treasure all of you as my teachers that I will always look up to. Jazakumullahi khairan kathiran. Especially our conservative lecturers, who helped us much in preparing ourselves for upcoming clinical years. Who shed tears along with us, when some had difficulties. We were grateful to have each of you

But though I felt relieved, some still need to continue the battle. To those certain people in our batch, Eximius, we will always pray for you guys. I really want all of us to enter the very first clinical year together. This one test shall pass, like the other tests. But remain calm and never give up. Allah is with you and with us. Keep on fighting!

''Worries end when faith begins"-Yasmin Mogahed-

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and greetings humans.
This was written like a month before and I don't even remember writing this. Aiyoo~

Since we're getting nearer with the second Pro ExaminationI really want to emphasize on how we should deal with our stress.

First of all, as Dr. Ghassak, one of our Pathology lecturer, had said that, plan your time wisely. Don' t just randomly study without planning what to study for the day. You'll get messed up. Yeah sure some did survived the first pro with that method but don't you want to at least upgrade a bit of your study habit into a more effective one? Afterall, a muslim should always be better than before. Tomorrow should be better than today.

Secondly is, to abide by the plan. Here, well, some of us (including me) may end up with failure of keeping in track with the planned plan. We were too busy with getting enough sleep when the ideal one was to get a quality sleep rather than having a loooong unproductive sleep. So, instead of wasting with sleeping, we should really sacrifice some of those comfort zone just to not regret later.

Thirdly, of course. Get into discussion with your friends, especially the one who knows all. You actually might get benefits and learn something new.

Forth, and I think the most important thing is..  To always pray. Pray to Allah so that you will understand what you have learnt. Pray to Allah so that you'll somewhat got the hints for the exam. Pray to Allah that you'll pass this together with your batchmates.

Last but not least, ask from your parents to pray for you. What else is there other than our mother's prayer whom Allah will answer it if that's the best for us.

I'm not that good in my studies so I just share what I want to share. Some may beneficial to some others right...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and greetings.


Last Monday night, we went to a talk by the author of Tarbiyah Sentap, just to get 'hit' directly into our hearts. Alhamdulillah it was something very beneficial and I would like to share some points. May Allah bless us all inshaAllah.

• Jika hak bercampur dgn batil, batil yg akan menguasai. Eg: susu campur setitik racun

1. Isu hiburan

• Hukum asal hiburan adalah harus
• Sama macam makanan ada yg wajib,makruh, haram
• Solat adalah satu hiburan yg wajib
• Ibadah hiburan org yang beriman
• Punca tak bangun tahajjud adalah kerana dosa2 yg kita buat
• Hiburan yg haram: ada unsur2 yg haram.
• Cegah dgn hati: benci, jauhi, berazam nak tegur
• Benda paling bahaya: dosa besar rasa bersalah, dosa kecil tak rasa apa2.

• Hukum asal haram, tapi boleh jadi harus.
• Ada 7 jalan zina

1. Pandang2 (bukan setakat lelaki, perempuan pun kena jaga pandangan)
2. Senyum
3. Bagi salam
4. Sembang
5. Temu janji
6. Zina
7. Neraka

• Habis darurat, jadi haram
• Hajat (pekerjaan, jual beli, perubatan): harus
• Syarat ukhuwah: Amar makruf nahi munkar
• Ibn Jarji: tipu daya syaitan, guna 99 kebaikan semata utk dihancurkan dgn 1 kejahatan
• Fitrah yg xdiurus akan jadi fitnah
• Bila kita buat maksiat, balas dgn denda (teknik memanipulasi syaitan).

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim


Again, 'penyakit exam' dah datang.

Masa-masa berharga macam sekaranglah aku isi dengan menulis belog. Gaya macam dah habis exam, walhal time cuti lah paling parah aku nak buka belog. Tak ada pulak bahan nak tulis. Ciskek.

Dan macam biasa, masa nak exam lah baru nak jejak kaki ke library. Sangat tak skemanya.
Alasan: nak jauhkan diri dari katil. My favorite hello and my hardest goodbye.

Penyakit lagi. Homesick. Sebulan lebih dah tak balik rumah. Tak, jangan samakan aku dengan orang lain. Orang lain jiwa kental. Aku jenis yang tak boleh tak balik dalam masa sebulan. Rumah tempat aku nak ber'homeostasis'. Nah, rasakan penangan tak balik rumah, jiwa kacau.

Satu lagi... Ah, itu biar rahsia. Sebab Allah saja tempat aku nak mengadu pasal hal-hal yang confidential. Yang pasti, tak nak hidup dengan negative thoughts. Alhamdulillah, at least Allah bagi kawan-kawan yang baik hati nak tempuh ujian yang aku tak pasti bila, apa, bagaimana penghujungnya.

Al-kisah lagi, nak pergi sambung cram otak aku dengan nota-nota kuliah. Sakit , memang perit nak menghafal. Ah, lupa lagi. Niat kena betul. Tolonglah tajdid niat sebelum kau terpaksa menangis tengok grade kau banyak sangat abjad. Tak mahu aku lebih dari A B C.

Macam tak ada guna dah result SPM straight A kau tu. Hiasan semata.

“It isn’t life circumstance that makes us suffer. It’s the attachment to life circumstances that makes us suffer.” Yasmin Mogahed

Harap tak blank masa jawab paper. Bismillah!

 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah.



Khamis lepas waktu orang lain sibuk cuti sebab krismas, biro DnI batch buat Ladies' Night dekat usrah room level 1. Adalah beberapa kecelaruan timbul but in the end, event berjalan lancar. Alhamdulillah. And thumbs up untuk biro DnI. Sisters jelah. Brothers are not included.

Malam lepas habis dinner, plus layan movie zaman Saidina Umar al-Khattab, ada game session. Banyak-banyak game, tak sangka pula kena buat 'Surat Cinta'. Basically semua kena tulis at least kat satu column atas kertas A4 for each person yang ada malam tu.

Tujuan asal game nak menegur atas sebab sayang kawan-kawan sebatch lillahi taala. Tapi dengar-dengar juga ada yang kena tegur secara melampau. Tak tahu lah siapa (seriously), tapi lain kali kenalah tegur secara berhikmah. Whether that person did something really wrong, you have to give advice using a righteous way. Aku bukan nak cakap diri aku baik. Aku tetap menegur (kalau aku rasa aku nak tegur) tapi memang aku jenis ayat berbunga habis dan cuma mengharapkan orang yang baca tu faham apa yang aku cuba sampaikan. Aku doa jelah Allah sampaikan maksud aku yang sebenar tu.

Tapi pointnya di sini, aku yang jarang pernah kisah macam mana orang lain pandang aku, tiba-tiba rasa nak tahu. Sebab banyak aku dengar, di mata orang aku ni baik. Tapi itu pun sebab Allah tutup aib aku. Tak perlulah rasa bangga pun. Aku juga manusia.

Banyak-banyak komen yang aku dapat, ini rasanya paling mengena. "Kurangkan blur", "jenis yang tak reti nak terus terang", "jenis yang suka pendam".

Part blur tu ingatkan dah boleh cover, rupanya ada juga yang perasan. Haha. Memang aku blur, even dalam kalangan sepupu sepapat aku, memang dah terkenal dengan ke'blur'annya. Part pendam tu pun, hmmm... Member baik aku cakap janganlah asyik jadi Yes Man je, cubalah say NO. And ada yang pesan, jangan sampai orang lain ambil kesempatan. Ahah! InshaAllah aku dilindungi oleh Allah daripada manusia-manusia sebegini.

Aku tak rasa satu orang pun tahu aku ni macam mana except Allah. Sebab kadang-kadang aku sendiri keliru aku ni siapa sebenarnya. Ada juga member cakap aku ni baik depan orang. Errr.. it's a mannerism. Bukan tunjuk baik. Itu aku. Jenis inferior dan introvert kalau tak kenal orang. Sebab tu juga orang lain boleh salah anggap aku ni pemalu dan pendiam pada mulanya. Walhal...Allah sahaja yang tahu,

Untuk kawan-kawan yang tegur dan beri nasihat pada aku, terima kasih banyak-banyak. Allah saja yang dapat membalas. Aku tak tahu siapa yang tulis apa, tapi at least aku dah tahu siapa aku di mata mereka. Tapi soalnya sekarang, siapa aku nak jadi di pandangan Allah?

Itu lagi penting kan?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all.


Finally, after wasting my time with mangas and all those stuff that wouldn't really help me expand my knowledge, I've decided to update my blog! Aherher.

Yes, I've ran away from books since I'm at home, and not to mention this is the only long holiday in a year that I will have. And to think I'll be facing this kind of torment over and over again. Face it dude, this is the price that you must pay.

Well, put that aside. It's not that I don't have any vacation at all. Heho.

Alhamdulillah. I passed all papers. Anatomy, Oral Biology, Biochemistry and Physiology. It was tougher, and harder than SPM. If I can sum up my first year of being a freshman, it was fun (aside from examinations). Exams almost kill me, like seriously o(╥﹏╥)o 
At one time, I even barely walk or even stand straight. I almost faint due to loads of topics to be memorized. No, I'm not scaring any of my juniors, but maybe due to the fact that we have to memorize all topics from the 1st block until the 4th block. It felt like I had compressed my brain and the pressure start to resorb my neurones. Oh dear, sorry I was exaggerating a bit but the whole point is there, it's a torment.

But because we have faith in Allah, and because we don't lie on our efforts blindly, and we pray and pray and keep praying because success is a gift from Allah. You won't get them by yourself. Remember this, and start learning by heart. I hope I'll take my own advice on this. Yep, you have to. You must and you need it.

The viva also... how should I say about it. well, to be honest, I don't really prepare (I mean I don't really revise again before viva I just review some things and rely on my brain of what I've learnt during the exam week) so there you go. You deserve only this. So yeah, I know my own capacity right now. And the fact I was too nervous having to face one on one with our lecturers plus external examiner. I really don't wanna go but my parents told me just go and have some experience. But don't hope too much. Haha. Yep, they said that because they don't want me to be stressed out too much. They know how I am when I'm stressed. And I don't really like that part of me.

To sum up (again), a dental student isn't that carefree but I think I'm going to have a better future. Well, I pray for it. You should too :) Guess I have to prepare mentally and physically for next year since a lot of stuff to be handled and the number of subject like woooshh bam! SEVEN. If I'm not mistaken. Gaaaaaahhh stress already! ・゜・(ノД`)

But anyway, since we already knew how to survive this harsh world inshaAllah ALL IS WELL. Ah, to my juniors, whoever you are... be strong. That's all. Ahahahaha.

place where me and my friends take a short break

my escapism: food

all time fav: white coffee and marshmallow

Just don't say anything (no comment)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all.

Updating status: currently busy with drama and non-academic related activities.

This is one of the surprises when you enter Kuliyyah of Dentistry; you'll forget the fact that you're a dental student temporarily. 

Why? I think the kuliyyah itself is preparing the students to be not so nerdy and start to develop social skills since we're going to work with human after all. It just past a week after our 1st end block examination, and we regretted as we did not study earlier but ended up doing the same thing over again *facepalm*

I'm not even sure if I can manage my time for 2nd block...and yes, another drama competition is coming like in a month. And the drama for Interaction Day will be performed on this Wednesday, yeay~~ ヽ(￣(ｴ)￣)ﾉ *tiresome expression*

But I really did enjoy the whole process of practicing but at the same time of course, won't stop mumbling and babbling about this and that. I even start to pour out everything I usually monologue or speak to myself. I think everyone else can hear what I'm thinking. Sigh~ *this...another facepalm*

I even think that my batch started to know the real me. NO, I'm not FAKE. It's just I was being an alien the whole time in front of other people, I mean awkward. Okay, that's the right term I guess. I was being too conservative (is this a right word to use?) Okay, whatever it is.. I'm glad I can show my true colors. Haha. The dorky me. Mih~

Also, tomorrow, we'll start to carve the wax to make teeth. uuuuuuuu..... (☉ε　⊙ﾉ)ﾉ
I don't know what kind of experience is awaiting for me ahead, but I guess I'll keep working until I'll carve the almost perfect teeth (maybe after I have some emotional, mental breakdown session, stress, depression, strangle other people) Okay, maybe not. Just hope that Allah will make it easier for us.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum and greetings earthlings.


Just short update.

Because I was too tired giving out all of my energy to cheer for our members.
And this was the first time in my life, became a member of Yellow house which was not a color that I prefer. But I learnt to like the color though :)

Interaction day was like sports' day and sort of family day. Well, for a reason of course; bonding the juniors and seniors. Oh yes, I do get to know a few and met my ex-senior from Seseri. This world is not that big right? Hee~

There were many events conducted such as Gelung War, Musical Chair, Bowling Kelapa, Fear Factor, Dodgeball and etc.. I ate raw belacan, raw onion, tomato, kacang botol, peria for 'Fear Factor'. What have I done to my stomach?! *facepalm*
Not to mention that I smell like belacan for the whole day. Puasa belacan for a month I guess. Haha.

So, here..some pictures.











You'll know the name of my house from the flag.
It was cute, like kindergarten. LOL.

and yes.. it was inspired by my dream car. I'll ride you one day. *winkwinkwink

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sekadar contengan. 



Buka mata, nampak buku.

Itu rutin harian kat IIUM Kuantan. Bukan nak emphasize kerajinan, tapi more to "keterpaksaan" untuk jadikan diri ini lebih rajin.

I didn't see this was going to come.

Rasa susah. Baru first block. Dah kata susah? Mungkin ini bunyi macam exaggration. Mungkin juga sebab diri sendiri belum fully adapted nak cope dengan studies and everything else. Mungkin juga..aku dah banyak sangat lagha dengan dunia.

and right now...

End block exam for Block 1.

Masa lecture tak adalah rasa susah mana. Tak rasa beban sangat.
Nah, sekarang baru terasa.

Mental breakdown and you name me all those sad and depressing emotions that you know. Well, tak adalah sampai tahap meraung menggila macam dah tak siuman. It just that...rasa doubtful datang balik.

Can I do this?

Am I really going to reach until the end of this road?

How far can I go?

At this kind of moment, I need a self reflection.
Sejauh mana aku bergantung dengan Allah? Sejauh mana aku letakkan usaha aku untuk jihad menuntut ilmu sebagai jalan meraih redha Allah? Apa niat aku betul selama ini? Atau mungkin sekali lagi dunia berjaya kaburkan mata hati aku?

Allah.

Aku percaya ilmu itu semua datang daripadaMu dan hanyalah milikMu.

and I keep saying this to myself.

"It's gonna be tougher. Yes, I know. But we have Allah by our side who can make it easier for us. So, never ever give up. I believe in myself. I believe in Allah."

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Assalamualaikum and greetings to whoever you are :)

What's with the number?
Well, that's my new student's matric number. So yeah.. I'm officially a dental student.

Yes, I feel excited. （≧▼≦；)   But at the same time, feeling too nervous. o(≧o≦)o

You probably know how it feels.. or maybe not.

It just these kinds of mixing thoughts keep bugging my head that I sometimes feel confident, and later will be drowned in questions like; "Am I seriously doing this?", "What was I thinking?", "What am I doing here?". Those kind of thoughts.

Allah, may you protect me from those syaitan.

Please, don't bother me! （＞д＜）

Calming down for 5 seconds...

Oh, and my first impression on Kuantan. Well, unlike Gombak. It seems quieter? I mean our Kuliyyah building is very modern and beautiful, the only best thing I can point out right now.
But, the mahallah... I guess Gombak's was waaaayy better than Kuantan's. But, still... the bed is nice and it's not upstairs (I mean the double-decker one). So I don't have to climb up just to sleep.

Ah, my room is on level 3. The scenery is pretty much relieving. There's a jungle behind my mahallah. So, when I wake up, I can see the green trees through my window. Subhanallah~ Good for my eyes. teehee~

A new mahallah still under construction, and maybe next year we're gonna move there. It is that high, on top of a hill. Even right now, our mahallah is kinda far from our kuliyyah. Sigh (━┳━ _ ━┳━)  But oh well, you'll get the chance to exercise without even realising it. Ahha!

Taaruf week or maybe some call it orientation week just ended yesterday. Thank God. Despite the fact I hate to not getting any free time just to take the bath, overall was okay. The festival night was jjang, and I can feel the spirit of our batch too. Yes, I did went a lil bit over-excited that night. But oh well, it's not like I'll have another opportunity like that after this right? So, yeah.. I enjoyed the night and fell into a deep sleep.

We're gonna start our class next week, but having a different timetables for each week is sort of a ... I don't know whether it's good or bad. But at least, we won't be bored I guess. A different routine for everyday won't make you bored right?

Just one thing. Sadly to say. Our vacation is only like 1 month and 2 weeks for the whole year. Yes, people. The longest is for a month. Right before we start our 2nd year. Ottoke??? I already plan a vacation with my friend. Please, ya Allah please make it happen. Only You are the best planner!

I pray for things to be easier for us, and hope that this profession is the right one for me. If it can't be the right one, I'll make myself be the right one for this course.

Put all hopes to Allah  (／￣(ｴ)￣)／

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah.


It's been awhile since I started my final year in CFS IIUM. Yes, old and restless. Those two things kept me busy for months. So, here I am. Back in alam maya.

Last week, induksi Pepias Petaling Jaya was held at my home.

At first, I was reluctant whether to go or not to go to my juniors' induction program just because I was kinda depressed knowing that my interview will be after the weekend. It's already done this morning. Sigh~ *I'll post about the experience so other students can at least have a glimpse on how the interview would be conducted.

So, it's just that Allah still want me to be with them, or maybe their presence was the one that can recharge my energy. At last, I went home, along with the kids. Heho. My parents did a lot for us, helping me for their place to stay, food and etc. And they ate a lot. I guess we all gained some weight. ^-^''

It made me realised once again, the importance to be together in the path of Allah. You'll feel less burden, you'll have lots of challenges, pains, sometimes regrets but in the end it will always be as sweet as honey. They're the ones who remind you the purpose of your existence, to do anything just for the sake of Allah and they always the ones who understand you the most when you're apart from your family. In brief, they are my FAMILY.

Lastly, untuk saff pimpinan baru, tahniah dan takziah. Bawa nama Islam ke mana sahaja kita pergi. Tak kira apa perkara kita lakukan, tak kira kos apa yang kita akan masuk. Semua datang dari Allah dan akan kembali kepada Allah. My last wish, is to be with all of you in jannah. InshaAllah~

Kuantan soon, but PJ is forever.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and greetings earthlings :)


I had a long, exhausting but fun day with 'em. Oh by the way, GDO stands for Girls' Day Out.
So much fun! Alhamdulillah.

At first, we weren't planning anything serious. It just came out from my mind unsangkarably (trademark kak Nana). But thank Allah, atas 'paksaan' Bidadari, plan yang mulanya 3, 4 orang jadi 10 orang. Awesome :D


So, I went to IIUM Gombak from my hometown. It took almost 2 hours. Met with Fatin Izzati and our adik-adik at LRT Gombak. Then, met Kak Nana. Straight to tempat kayak. Ohmai ohmai~ Mula2 rasa cuak, and jadi model first tunjuk cara how-to-get-in the kayak. Macam hape je mula-mula, but it turned out to be fun. Seriously, daebak!

Before turun main kayak, kak Nana gave us a short brief about the basics. Macam cara nak handle paddle. Oh yeah, this words memang paling best lah kan, "Utamakan keselamatan paddle dari nyawa anda okay?" Seriously, macam kelakar je. But stuff for kayak memang mahal. So memang kena jaga elok2.

We kept main kayak sampai racing segala, taking pictures again and again. Race again = ='' I was a bit slow.  Terborak dengan Fatin sampai tak sedar hujan dah mula mencurah. Terpaksa beracing ke tebing. Naik atas, kena angkat kayak memang best. Sambil bermain hujan. Heho.

Met Azyhani and she joined us for lunch at bilik kak Nana. Akibat terlalu lapar dan letih, masa makan ada awkward silent. Semua fokus makan je. Kesian tengok adik-adik. :)

Overall, it was fun for me and hope for all of us too. Let us cherish our ukhwah together. InshaAllah~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wrh dan salam ukhuwah~


Pagi hari dah tersepak dengan peringatan. Terima kasih ya Allah. Saya akan tunggu setiap hari~

Dan tinggal beberapa hari sebelum pengakhiran bulan mulia ini.

Sedih kan?

ke tak rasa pape?

Terpulanglah pada diri sendiri. Nak rasa sedih, sedihlah. Kalau nak bergumbira sebab raya dah mai pun, tak kisah. Asalkan ada sesuatu yang anda ambil dari Ramadhan kali ini. Titik.


Okey, dah lepas dari jalan yang bersimpang-siur, kita patah balik ke siratul mustaqim.
Dan 27 Ramadhan menjengah. Banyak pula yang terjadi. Tapi kenapa semua berkaitan makanan. eheh~

Sebab banyaknya kaitan dengan iftar. Iftar iftar iftar. Oh dan terawih juga. Thanks brothers UKC yang selalu turun KC jadi imam kami. Semoga antum diredhai Allah. Dan pesanan-pesanan yang mengetuk minda dan ada kalanya mencuit hati, semoga antum jadi dai'e yang hebat di sisi Allah swt. (Tidak seorang pun ana kenali..asifah~)


Alhamdulillah, tahun ni sampai hajat nak solat terawih di masjid nun di sebelah CFS IIUM. Oh macam jauh sangat kan? Due to several reasons, (extreme laziness actually) last year.. memang tak jejak kaki langsung ke Masjid Kolej Islam tu. But, Allah gave me strength for this year's Ramadhan..Alhamdulillah~


Kalau sebut pasal iftar, memang makanan dulu yang sampai dalam kotak imaginasi kan? Hoh. Memanglah azam satu ni tak kesampaian. Tak nak pergi bazaar kononnya. Kononnya.. Yang itu.. tak apa lah kot. Selama saya menjengah bazaar, tak habis pun duit lebih dari RM5. Memang banyak pilihan, tapi nafsu makan macam dah tak terasa apa-apa. Time tu jela~

Alih-alih, hisbah pun ada buat iftar. Makan dalam talam. Terasa kejawaannya. (proud to be jawa)
But shocking news (untuk brothers tak kot..) kami satu bilik habiskan satu talam tu. Paling cepat pulak tu~

nasi hujan panas (menu femes kat cfs)

And so, right here in kampung.. solat terawih diteruskan. Dan Allah menghantar dua makhluk kecil ini kepada saya. Satu cabaran, dugaan juga lah.. entah anak siapa, hanya ingin tahu. Satu soalan sahaja yang dilontarkan "Adik datang dengan siapa?". Lepas saat itu je, memang confirm. Saya nak masuk pintu je, budak berdua dah tersengih kat depan. Oh, adik2. Teringat waktu saya sendiri masa kecil-kecil dulu (kecik la jugak). Mngkinkah saya juga asyik hyper dalam surau? Sampai ganggu makcik-makcik yang nak solat?

Ada 2 kebarangkalian.. 1. Saya bising...tapi bila ada kawan je.. 2. Saya time kecik memang senyap. eheh~ tak percaya kan? Tapi, memang saya senyap kalau tak kenal orang. Maaflah orang-orang yang tak dikenali tu kan~ Whatever it is, nak nasihat adik2 ni kena pakai cara yang betul. Tak boleh layan mereka macam budak sekolah menengah. But sadly, I don't know how T_T Sekadar ajak mereka solat sekali. Pastu lari balik makhluk kecil ni~ Sabar saja lah..


And a few other things keep happening around us. Oh, to cik Riang also.. cik Raihan..Sabar ye awak.. Puasa puasa~ ^-^


p/s: Happy semalam Wani call. Oh, hampir merajuk juga sebab dia dah 2 minggu balik dari Mesir. 2 minggu..baru call. = - ='' Nasib baik mimo orang first wani call. Tak jadi merajuk =3

Bismillahirrahmnirrahim.

Letih. Sakit. Tertunduk-tunduk menahan kesakitan. Entah kenapa acapkali peperiksaan melanda, perkara yang sama mengundang. Terundang sebenarnya. Barangkali tertekan.

Tak tahu. Tak mampu teruskan bicara. Sangat perit tapi hanya mampu menahan. Ini mungkin ujian Allah. Diri ini tidak mengetahui, apatah lagi insan lain. Hanya mampu bertahan dan bertahan.

Tapi, seringkali mengeluh, mengadu, "Kau kata ini ujian, tapi kenapa kau tak mengadu pada Dia?"

"Kau kata kau pejuang, sakit yang hanya beberapa hari tak boleh kau simpan?"

Lemah. Memang betul-betul lemah. Pejuang katanya dia, tapi tak mampu tampil gagah di mata insan. "Biar lemah di pandangan Tuhan jangan lemah di pandangan manusia". Hebat mana kau ini kalau ujian sedikit ini sudah melatah? Hebat mana kau ini nikmat hawwas lainnya masih berfungsi tapi kau mengadu sakit walau tak parah.

Hamba Allah, biarlah kau lemah di hadapannya. Biarlah kau tersungkur mengadu letihnya perjuangan. Perjuangan untuk hidup. Yang kukira lebih untung dari mereka di sana.

Fikir solusi bukan hanya meratapi. Again, monolog terjana di laman bersawang ini.

Jangan banyak berdalih lagi, kau kata kau pejuang, bangkitlah!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wrh dan salam ukhuwah.

Alhamdulillah, Allah beri kesempatan lagi untuk memenuhi ruangan blog (sambil saya menikmati pemandangan tenang dan nyaman di bumi PJ). Tiada pertumpahan, biidznillah juga tiada musibah. InshaAllah Malaysia akan terus kekal seperti sekarang. Dan usaha kita untuk mendoakan para mujahidin dan syuhada' di sana.

Dan taa'ruf sekali lagi dipanjangkan. Kali ini kami family pepias PJ dah selamat berbuka puasa di rumah 'amir kami di Shah Alam.

Kali ini, seronoknya sebab ramai yang join. Mostly helwani la of course, habis rumah Zahrul helwani conquer. Ok, Aple pun ada. No worries~ Lupa nak kabo, tujuan kami ke rumah YB tak lain tak bukan nak lawat mak dia. Dapat news mak dia accident sedikit. Accident time main bola jaring :) Osemnya, aktif lagi mami Zahrul ni.. ^-^ Habis putus ligamen. InshaAllah, kami doakan mami cepat sembuh. Amin~

Mulanya ikut planning nak pergi awal sebab nak tolong masak (uhuk2.. anak dara ramai kan..^-^'') Tapi, terlewat pula, sampai2 je nenek Zahrul dah siap masak. Timing gagal la aimi..haih~ Tak apa.. nanti raya datang lagi~

Sambil tunggu waktu berbuka puasa, kami buat short tahlil. Dah makan tu, yang aple solat Maghrib jama'i dan kami yang helwani ni tolong kemas-kemas dapur. Ramai lah tunjuk bakat kan.. Boleh kahwin dah.. :P

And then, akhirnya impian yang satu ini tercapai jugak. Solat di Masjid Negeri Shah Alam. Subhanallah~ Memang sangat cantik dan sangat besar dan sangat susah cari parking. But anyways, Allah dah makbulkan doa yang satu ini. Alhamdulillah ya Allah~



Hopefully, Zahrul dan family sentiasa dirahmati Allah.

Terasa ONE BIG FAMILY :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all.

It's been awhile since my last update (macam ada orang kisah T.T)
But, nak cakap jugak. Saya baru jumpa hobi menghilangkan stres selain basuh baju kat CFS IIUM terchenta ni~

Lately, our mahallah has planned several activities yang boleh mengeratkan ukhuwah antara KCs' residents. (Sorry for the manglish). So, ada ziarah day (which by the way kena pergi dari satu bilik ke satu bilik, dah macam raya plak) and ada Mega Taaruf Rabu ni..(esok).

So, every hisbah (level), not to mention KC ada 9 levels, bersaing2 nak cantikkan hisbah masing2 so that fellow boleh vote hisbah mana yang paling chantek. Err.. hisbah Rabiatul Adawiyah pakai konsep Wi Fi (kot) sebab tiba-tiba ada lambang wi fi kat wall depan lif tu.. Ehhem, tak sure apa kaitan tapi nampak lah remaja remaji hari ini memang sibuk dengan dunia maya (saya kena kurangkan juga).

Kaitan dengan Mega Taaruf (jauh saya melencong) maybe fellow akan terjah masuk dalam bilik. Ahha~ Bilik tak macam dulu (jauh ke dalam), sekarang betul2 depan pintu utama wing B. = =''
So, kemungkinan besar fellow nak datang menjenguk memang besar lah.

Preparation, kami (satu bilik yang dihuni 4 akhawat) google la macam mana nak emm.. menyorokkan dinding bilik yang sangat lah dahsyat di pandangan mata. Horror2~

Mula-mula nak buat emoticons (sebab sticker emoticon Izzah yang comel2 belaka punya pasal), and then tiba2 dapat idea nak buat origami. Awesome + fun + interesting sebab teringat masa PLKN dulu ada belajar benda ni~ So, macam kesinambungan atau rentetan, terus belajar buat cherry blossom and rama-rama. (Pakai kertas recycle sebab nak cuba2 dulu)

Ni Yong yang buat~

mencabar otak kanan (saya2)

Siyes burok~ huhu

Rasa macam 'kindergarten level'

dari jauh, nampak osem je.. > <

ni izzah punya keje -the end-

Allah Maha Cantik dan suka pada kecantikan ~ ^-^

Bismillahirrahmnirrahim.

Assalamualaikum and greetings to earthlings.

Short update.

IIUM gave us EXTRA extra time.

Cuti tambah. Kerja tergendala.

Meeting in skype again? I wish we could have muqayyam together. Easier though~


I never felt this awful feeling when we were given off days. Not even in Seseri back then. All we want was VACATION.

Now, I need more time to work.


Aimi, syukurlah. Nanti dah busy bising pula. Itulah orang yang tak tahu nak bersyukur. Alhamdulillah~
Kena guna masa sebaiknya. > < Hardest thing.

"Musuh remaja adaah masa lapang"

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