Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Uoh..it's almost three weeks I've been in IIUMK, and almost two weeks entered the classes.
The lecturers are ALL foreigners. So, you can feel the vibe of studying internationally even though you're not actually studying overseas.
So, em.. How suppose I put all things in one word?
I can't.
Sorry that you guys need to read this maybe quite long post or maybe not. But feel free to feel what I feel.
I know I shouldn't complain or anything. It just that... we were too shocked with the realities in Kuantan.
I'm not saying about the university. IIUMK is all NICE and pretty and I love our kuliyyah very much.
It just that...the city itself.. or should I call it a town? My friends probably go against this statement. (^^ã‚ž
The bus terminal was so near, like 5 minutes from our campus, but surprisingly there are no RAPIDkuantan from our campus to there. OMG!
The funny thing was, my friend had called the rapidkuantan itself, and they're saying that the state government did not allow them or the buses to pass our route.
But we NEED the bus! We are the ones who need the buses more than anyone else!
Because us students are not allowed to bring our own cars until 3rd year or so~ That's why we really REALLY like seriously need the bus.
The number of buses that actually enter the campus route also can be counted by my phalanges. Sometimes, the students have the urge to go to the town or anywhere else, but there are no buses to be seen. Once, we were told by a 'pakcik bas' that later, a bus will come but we ended up going back to mahallah after an hour of waiting. Indeed, the inefficiency is no joke people.
Ah, sorry.. ter'emo'~ ヽ(ー_ー )ノ
And that's ALL I guess. I'm still thankful to be here as a student but not as the resident of this state. I'm sorry if I offended the government or anyone but I just hope that the public transportation to be improvised, so that not just us but ALL Kuantanese can enjoy the bus ride. I mean, ride them without having to file any complain or anything.
"Baru cabaran sikit, tapi semua dah mental breakdown".
Blame the people. Blame myself.
Uoh..it's almost three weeks I've been in IIUMK, and almost two weeks entered the classes.
The lecturers are ALL foreigners. So, you can feel the vibe of studying internationally even though you're not actually studying overseas.
So, em.. How suppose I put all things in one word?
I can't.
Sorry that you guys need to read this
I know I shouldn't complain or anything. It just that... we were too shocked with the realities in Kuantan.
I'm not saying about the university. IIUMK is all NICE and pretty and I love our kuliyyah very much.
It just that...the city itself.. or should I call it a town? My friends probably go against this statement. (^^ã‚ž
The bus terminal was so near, like 5 minutes from our campus, but surprisingly there are no RAPIDkuantan from our campus to there. OMG!
The funny thing was, my friend had called the rapidkuantan itself, and they're saying that the state government did not allow them or the buses to pass our route.
But we NEED the bus! We are the ones who need the buses more than anyone else!
Because us students are not allowed to bring our own cars until 3rd year or so~ That's why we really REALLY like seriously need the bus.
The number of buses that actually enter the campus route also can be counted by my phalanges. Sometimes, the students have the urge to go to the town or anywhere else, but there are no buses to be seen. Once, we were told by a 'pakcik bas' that later, a bus will come but we ended up going back to mahallah after an hour of waiting. Indeed, the inefficiency is no joke people.
Ah, sorry.. ter'emo'~ ヽ(ー_ー )ノ
And that's ALL I guess. I'm still thankful to be here as a student but not as the resident of this state. I'm sorry if I offended the government or anyone but I just hope that the public transportation to be improvised, so that not just us but ALL Kuantanese can enjoy the bus ride. I mean, ride them without having to file any complain or anything.
"Baru cabaran sikit, tapi semua dah mental breakdown".
Blame the people. Blame myself.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Assalamualaikum and greetings to whoever you are :)
What's with the number?
Well, that's my new student's matric number. So yeah.. I'm officially a dental student.
Yes, I feel excited. （≧▼≦；) But at the same time, feeling too nervous. o(≧o≦)o
You probably know how it feels.. or maybe not.
It just these kinds of mixing thoughts keep bugging my head that I sometimes feel confident, and later will be drowned in questions like; "Am I seriously doing this?", "What was I thinking?", "What am I doing here?". Those kind of thoughts.
Allah, may you protect me from those syaitan.
Please, don't bother me! （＞д＜）
Calming down for 5 seconds...
Oh, and my first impression on Kuantan. Well, unlike Gombak. It seems quieter? I mean our Kuliyyah building is very modern and beautiful, the only best thing I can point out right now.
But, the mahallah... I guess Gombak's was waaaayy better than Kuantan's. But, still... the bed is nice and it's not upstairs (I mean the double-decker one). So I don't have to climb up just to sleep.
Ah, my room is on level 3. The scenery is pretty much relieving. There's a jungle behind my mahallah. So, when I wake up, I can see the green trees through my window. Subhanallah~ Good for my eyes. teehee~
A new mahallah still under construction, and maybe next year we're gonna move there. It is that high, on top of a hill. Even right now, our mahallah is kinda far from our kuliyyah. Sigh (━┳━ _ ━┳━) But oh well, you'll get the chance to exercise without even realising it. Ahha!
Taaruf week or maybe some call it orientation week just ended yesterday. Thank God. Despite the fact I hate to not getting any free time just to take the bath, overall was okay. The festival night was jjang, and I can feel the spirit of our batch too. Yes, I did went a lil bit over-excited that night. But oh well, it's not like I'll have another opportunity like that after this right? So, yeah.. I enjoyed the night and fell into a deep sleep.
We're gonna start our class next week, but having a different timetables for each week is sort of a ... I don't know whether it's good or bad. But at least, we won't be bored I guess. A different routine for everyday won't make you bored right?
Just one thing. Sadly to say. Our vacation is only like 1 month and 2 weeks for the whole year. Yes, people. The longest is for a month. Right before we start our 2nd year. Ottoke??? I already plan a vacation with my friend. Please, ya Allah please make it happen. Only You are the best planner!
I pray for things to be easier for us, and hope that this profession is the right one for me. If it can't be the right one, I'll make myself be the right one for this course.
Put all hopes to Allah (／￣(ï½´)￣)／
Assalamualaikum and greetings to whoever you are :)
What's with the number?
Well, that's my new student's matric number. So yeah.. I'm officially a dental student.
Yes, I feel excited. （≧▼≦；) But at the same time, feeling too nervous. o(≧o≦)o
You probably know how it feels.. or maybe not.
It just these kinds of mixing thoughts keep bugging my head that I sometimes feel confident, and later will be drowned in questions like; "Am I seriously doing this?", "What was I thinking?", "What am I doing here?". Those kind of thoughts.
Allah, may you protect me from those syaitan.
Please, don't bother me! （＞д＜）
Calming down for 5 seconds...
Oh, and my first impression on Kuantan. Well, unlike Gombak. It seems quieter? I mean our Kuliyyah building is very modern and beautiful, the only best thing I can point out right now.
But, the mahallah... I guess Gombak's was waaaayy better than Kuantan's. But, still... the bed is nice and it's not upstairs (I mean the double-decker one). So I don't have to climb up just to sleep.
Ah, my room is on level 3. The scenery is pretty much relieving. There's a jungle behind my mahallah. So, when I wake up, I can see the green trees through my window. Subhanallah~ Good for my eyes. teehee~
A new mahallah still under construction, and maybe next year we're gonna move there. It is that high, on top of a hill. Even right now, our mahallah is kinda far from our kuliyyah. Sigh (━┳━ _ ━┳━) But oh well, you'll get the chance to exercise without even realising it. Ahha!
Taaruf week or maybe some call it orientation week just ended yesterday. Thank God. Despite the fact I hate to not getting any free time just to take the bath, overall was okay. The festival night was jjang, and I can feel the spirit of our batch too. Yes, I did went a lil bit over-excited that night. But oh well, it's not like I'll have another opportunity like that after this right? So, yeah.. I enjoyed the night and fell into a deep sleep.
We're gonna start our class next week, but having a different timetables for each week is sort of a ... I don't know whether it's good or bad. But at least, we won't be bored I guess. A different routine for everyday won't make you bored right?
Just one thing. Sadly to say. Our vacation is only like 1 month and 2 weeks for the whole year. Yes, people. The longest is for a month. Right before we start our 2nd year. Ottoke??? I already plan a vacation with my friend. Please, ya Allah please make it happen. Only You are the best planner!
I pray for things to be easier for us, and hope that this profession is the right one for me. If it can't be the right one, I'll make myself be the right one for this course.
Put all hopes to Allah (／￣(ï½´)￣)／
When I open my eyes to the sound of the clock
It feels new but the day is the same
So I headed to the same place that
I go every day without thinking
It feels new but the day is the same
So I headed to the same place that
I go every day without thinking
But over there is a place I haven’t yet gone
It’s so big and high that
I never even thought of it
But I want to climb over that wall
It’s so big and high that
I never even thought of it
But I want to climb over that wall
I want to hide my slightly nervous heart
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
The wind tells me
that the world is rough
But if things stay like this,
I think it will be alright
that the world is rough
But if things stay like this,
I think it will be alright
There are questions
overflowing in my head
Who can answer me?
I wait endlessly
But the one who
found the answer is me
overflowing in my head
Who can answer me?
I wait endlessly
But the one who
found the answer is me
I want to hide my slightly nervous heart
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
When the path we take
is wrong or maybe blocked
And we stop in place,
what should we do?
And when we pass that path,
what kind of face will we
have at that moment?
is wrong or maybe blocked
And we stop in place,
what should we do?
And when we pass that path,
what kind of face will we
have at that moment?
I want to hide my slightly nervous heart
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
And I want to firmly hold your hand and run
We become fresher in the pouring green rain
I used to be like a child,
used to be immature
But the reason I grew up
is because of your eyes
that believed in me, your one smile
That was enough for me
This song reminds me of my days in schools.
Dedicating to all my family, friends, teachers and strangers. Whoever you are.
Currently, embarking the journey to be a dentist.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all.
Ah.. it has been a few (?) weeks since I last visited my own blog. I barely posted anything since I'm taking short semester now in IIUM Gombak.
Yeah, I know.. I've grown up. A lil bit older. Huhu.
Okay, so we're taking UNGS right now. Well, maybe not all very familiar with this but it sort of consist of three Islamic subjects altogether. I am feeling kinda like one of those students who take Islamic Revealed Knowledge. Or probably not.. They must have learnt something beyond our level on Islam. *Cough. Segan je~
In a month or so, we're going to enter Kuantan. But the thing is, I'm still anxious and curious by the fact that dentistry students would have a really hard or maybe harsh time in Kuantan. Like really????
*Head down, sighing~
*Head down, sighing~
No one will have it easy unless Allah grant his or her du'a.
That's the right thing to do. To keep praying. Okay, inhale... exhale. Hah..down again.
Enough with that, right now during the Holy month of Ramadhan.. It's entering the 8th day of fasting. So, how was your ramadhan so far? I hope my friends especially those who study in USA, Japan, and wherever you are having a month of full of blesses. This is the only time to purify our soul. The time to get back to fitrah. The time to be free from shaitan laknatullah. <<<< mostly, I like this part the best.
Somehow, I felt at ease without them disturbing me, or interrupting my mind and soul. Now, it's only me against myself.. My nafsu. How will I endure it? Allah knows best and He knows better about me than myself.
So far, having terawih prayer in Gombak mosque was somehow very fantastic for me. I mean, I met a lot of people, with different skin colors, different language, different mazhab, but we gathered there just to worship Allah swt. I guess I was a bit 'keduniaan' or more towards worldly matter for the past 11 months. I feel ashamed and I am very thankful that Allah gave us with this blessing month of ramadhan.
I hope my days in Gombak would be a fun stay rather than having headache all the way to our final just because of assignments and presentations. I mean, come on.. I really want to enjoy studying. Not by force. Literally.
Ah, okay.. it's already late..and most probably people won't read this anyway. Ramadhan Kareem people. Take care!
Bismillahirahmanirrahim
Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all :)
First of all, I'm on my holiday. Just 3 weeks, roughly. Not doing anything just like this is something that I've waited. hehe. So yeah.. I'm not doing anything specifically, because knowing that my break after this will be very very short compared to the others, I'm gonna use all my free hours in my home.
Have you ever think if we were born not as Muslims? Who are we and what will we do?
I couldn't imagine that. Living without knowing the ultimate purpose of life. Living without knowing the truth and beauty of Islam. I can't and I won't live without Islam.
Yet, alhamdulillah. This is our fate and we chose this path as Muslim long time ago before we even born. In what we call 'alam ruh'. We made a deal with Allah swt and He entrusted this dunya for us humans and especially Muslims to be the khulafa'.
So, why don't we act as we promised to Him? Why some of us still abandon their prayer behind and enjoy party more than ibadah? Why oh why?
Why so serious Aimi?
Dude, this is a matter of life and death. Of course I'm being serious. *emotion invade me. sorry~
Just give yourself sometime to reflect. What did I do in my past 20 years? Living and acting like the people of jannah or the opposite of that? Yes, you can enjoy a bit of your life, it's not that I'm telling to abandon this world totally, but the way you enjoy it should be according to the shar'i. Remember this please, o every heart that are most likely easy to forget - and this include me :(
We're the chosen ones, so act like one ! Boys, please behave like our previous warriors who have done so many things just for the sake of Allah even when they were still young. Girls, keep your virtue and dignity and don't just simply give your heart to anyone. We are Muslimah, and we have our own dignity to be upheld.
Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all :)
First of all, I'm on my holiday. Just 3 weeks, roughly. Not doing anything just like this is something that I've waited. hehe. So yeah.. I'm not doing anything specifically, because knowing that my break after this will be very very short compared to the others, I'm gonna use all my free hours in my home.
Have you ever think if we were born not as Muslims? Who are we and what will we do?
I couldn't imagine that. Living without knowing the ultimate purpose of life. Living without knowing the truth and beauty of Islam. I can't and I won't live without Islam.
Yet, alhamdulillah. This is our fate and we chose this path as Muslim long time ago before we even born. In what we call 'alam ruh'. We made a deal with Allah swt and He entrusted this dunya for us humans and especially Muslims to be the khulafa'.
So, why don't we act as we promised to Him? Why some of us still abandon their prayer behind and enjoy party more than ibadah? Why oh why?
Why so serious Aimi?
Dude, this is a matter of life and death. Of course I'm being serious. *emotion invade me. sorry~
Just give yourself sometime to reflect. What did I do in my past 20 years? Living and acting like the people of jannah or the opposite of that? Yes, you can enjoy a bit of your life, it's not that I'm telling to abandon this world totally, but the way you enjoy it should be according to the shar'i. Remember this please, o every heart that are most likely easy to forget - and this include me :(
We're the chosen ones, so act like one ! Boys, please behave like our previous warriors who have done so many things just for the sake of Allah even when they were still young. Girls, keep your virtue and dignity and don't just simply give your heart to anyone. We are Muslimah, and we have our own dignity to be upheld.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Just another step, then we will leave the gateway to garden of knowledge and virtue, IIUM.
Still in the same messed mind, where I don't know what to decide regarding my future career. Yes, a dentist, maybe. But if there is something He destined for me to be, then I'll choose that path. Just any path as long as it keeps on the route towards jannah.
I know I will survive, and everybody think I can survive. Just wherever I am meant to be. I take that as a positive thing, as a support. And yet, what keeps me stand firmly on this world is none other than the trust that I give to Him, solely. Coz Allah is always by our side, in each and every step that we make. Won't leave us or deprive from us. Not like human. No. He won't leave us alone.
So, I take this as my final resort whether to keep on the same track or to change to other lanes. Whatever the path I'll take, we all still have the same destination, meeting our Rabb.
Just another step, then we will leave the gateway to garden of knowledge and virtue, IIUM.
Still in the same messed mind, where I don't know what to decide regarding my future career. Yes, a dentist, maybe. But if there is something He destined for me to be, then I'll choose that path. Just any path as long as it keeps on the route towards jannah.
I know I will survive, and everybody think I can survive. Just wherever I am meant to be. I take that as a positive thing, as a support. And yet, what keeps me stand firmly on this world is none other than the trust that I give to Him, solely. Coz Allah is always by our side, in each and every step that we make. Won't leave us or deprive from us. Not like human. No. He won't leave us alone.
So, I take this as my final resort whether to keep on the same track or to change to other lanes. Whatever the path I'll take, we all still have the same destination, meeting our Rabb.
