She broke down once again
Kneeling helplessly
Her heart was about to burst
She couldn't bare it anymore
She didn't understand
Where did her spirit gone to
Where was her determination
Her ever strong will
Of surviving
She would keep asking
How many times
She would endure this
Her head was on the ground
And the tears started to roll down
Please help me
O Allah
Please help me
She kept in her mind
That Allah is always there
Listening to her
Whether she was in pain
Whether she was in joy
Allah knows
Allah heard her voice
Even in a soundless pray

Each time
I feel like going back in time
Wondering if this is a right choice
If life itself is a right decision.

But I tend to just go
Let the flow direct me
To where I should be
But it's not as simple as the flow
Even in river, there are stones, logs,
Name it all I can assure
Nothing is easy in this world.

Undeniably I can't imagine myself
In the future
Not reaching my dream
Not doing what I love to do
But for that
I must first start to love what I do
But the question is
Can a heart love for what is unsure to be loved?

I wish I could have a pair of wings right now
So that I could fly
And leave all these behind.