Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah.


Our short holiday is going to end soon. I did a list-to-do while being at home and I think I succeeded to grant half of them. I think so..

It's great to have the chance to see your parents everyday. It's not like the place where I study right now is too far (no, it's not on the other side of the globe), but it is somehow kinda far. A journey that almost take 3 hours just to reach home. That's undeniably too long for me. And almost more than a month in 'negeri orang' wasn't that nice either. I need this. I need home.

For this upcoming block that will be starting on next Monday, I'm still planning on how to study effectively. I can't do like what I always do since my brother, accidentally picked the wedding date just a few days before end of block 3 exam. I don't know how, or what to do since I usually stuff my brain with all those notes again and again right before the examinations. Ottokeeeeeee......Jugeul kkeot gata .( ̵˃﹏˂̵ )

Relax, don't be too nervous. Don't panic. It's yet to happen, so no need to worry too much right. I just a lil bit of stress to boost up my 'study engine'. Plus, that is only a worldly matter right? (how soothing  ヽ(ー_ー )ノ )

Well, since they said that Year 2 is still a honeymoon year for us, so I'll treat it like one. Okay, that doesn't mean I won't study and just laying around, rolling on the floor, being lazy on my bed (well most of them). I'll try my best. InshaAllah.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim


Again, 'penyakit exam' dah datang.

Masa-masa berharga macam sekaranglah aku isi dengan menulis belog. Gaya macam dah habis exam, walhal time cuti lah paling parah aku nak buka belog. Tak ada pulak bahan nak tulis. Ciskek.

Dan macam biasa, masa nak exam lah baru nak jejak kaki ke library. Sangat tak skemanya.
Alasan: nak jauhkan diri dari katil. My favorite hello and my hardest goodbye.

Penyakit lagi. Homesick. Sebulan lebih dah tak balik rumah. Tak, jangan samakan aku dengan orang lain. Orang lain jiwa kental. Aku jenis yang tak boleh tak balik dalam masa sebulan. Rumah tempat aku nak ber'homeostasis'. Nah, rasakan penangan tak balik rumah, jiwa kacau.

Satu lagi... Ah, itu biar rahsia. Sebab Allah saja tempat aku nak mengadu pasal hal-hal yang confidential. Yang pasti, tak nak hidup dengan negative thoughts. Alhamdulillah, at least Allah bagi kawan-kawan yang baik hati nak tempuh ujian yang aku tak pasti bila, apa, bagaimana penghujungnya.

Al-kisah lagi, nak pergi sambung cram otak aku dengan nota-nota kuliah. Sakit , memang perit nak menghafal. Ah, lupa lagi. Niat kena betul. Tolonglah tajdid niat sebelum kau terpaksa menangis tengok grade kau banyak sangat abjad. Tak mahu aku lebih dari A B C.

Macam tak ada guna dah result SPM straight A kau tu. Hiasan semata.

“It isn’t life circumstance that makes us suffer. It’s the attachment to life circumstances that makes us suffer.” Yasmin Mogahed

Harap tak blank masa jawab paper. Bismillah!