I haven’t blog anything so far in 2018.
I guess I’m afraid to speak about whatever going on inside my mind.
It’s a mess.
But a mess I’m trying to cope with.
This used to be a medium for me to express my thoughts, feelings, experiences.
But I got used of keeping them inside rather than spilling everything out.
Because I was too afraid of exposing my vulnerable side.
So instead of telling people I’m not okay
I just smile.


A smile to ensure myself that
Yeah, I’m gonna be fine.