It’s one minute before 11pm
and I did planned to sleep early since morning
But here I am reminiscing all those emotions I once had
And though I thought it was random
I guess I was just missing of having some emotions to be felt
Crying over something I could not really remember how significant it was
Until it became a distant memory
Something unworthy

It’s one minute past 11pm
I was thinking through this again
What if I made a different choice
A different approach
Would I be better? Happy?
No wait maybe happier
I am happy
Just thought of the things that maybe could have made me happier
But I felt content
I am fine.
Even without you I am fine.