I sometime doubt my own heart

Like at one point I feel so sure of myself

Like this is it

This is the one

Nothing can beat this feeling

Because it felt somehow connected to my soul

Like I feel so certain that I know my soul agrees to whatever my heart desires

But then

It all crashed by reality

Whatever I was sure of before I kept on doubting now

I can’t even sure of what I feel

How I should feel 

Why I should feel at all

In one way maybe this is the fight or flight reaction of my own heart

My own soul

From breaking apart.