when you are so hopeful for something,
this and that,
you hope someone would care about you,
or even care to love you back,
but when people hope for you,
you never been there,
even for a second,
and once you're broken,
you're hopeless.

then, you're so thoughtful,
you changed yourself into a complete different person,
just to joy the person that you like,
pretending to be someone else,
that you always thought it would be stupid to be one,
then, you seems thoughtless when there's nobody,
when you realize you need one.

when you said you're thankful,
your lips moving but your heart shut,
it's the most thankless expression
even you said your heart is full of those,
despite the fact they saved you,
from being nothing than you are right now.

grateful to be you,
you said to whom?
wondering people might hope to be just like you,
once you think like that,
you act like a fool,
it seems grateful to me that being less like you,
is far more greater than else can look,
now..who wants to be who?

this is not a crap or talking through,
I just wonder what will happen to you,
to be a full person you have to be true,
make it less hopeless,
less thankless,
and less ungrateful,
I think it'll turn great to be one of you.