I can never feel comfortable around you
I can never act like I’m okay with everything
I feel like I want to scream out loud
Saying all the words I should have said
To make you understand
Oh but wait
I don’t even understand myself sometimes
Most of the time
I’m afraid of the answers
I can’t even answer the questions I’ve been riddling with my own heart
So why should I take the risk
And break it even more?
Yes I have been in denial
Just to keep this heart intact and not to shatter even more.