Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salm ukhuwah to all.


Ah, it's already the second of Raya in Malaysia. Feeling extra tired since the end of Ramadhan. Sadly, I didn't manage to use Ramadhan to the fullest as I was at home. And you know what happen if you're at home. Definitely being all lazy and just chillex. Sigh.

While we still enjoying eid here in Malaysia, I couldn't stop thinking how's their eid in Palastine and Syria. I hope they are fine. Keep praying for their freedom. And please continue boycotting. I know, I'm trying as well.

And yeay I just got a nephew name Muhammad Aqeef Hafiy. My second nephew. He's so adorable, Subhanallah. May you be a soleh son kiddo. Your makcik is getting older sobs.

Here are some of my family pictures.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and salam ukhuwah to all.


Finally, after wasting my time with mangas and all those stuff that wouldn't really help me expand my knowledge, I've decided to update my blog! Aherher.

Yes, I've ran away from books since I'm at home, and not to mention this is the only long holiday in a year that I will have. And to think I'll be facing this kind of torment over and over again. Face it dude, this is the price that you must pay.

Well, put that aside. It's not that I don't have any vacation at all. Heho.

Alhamdulillah. I passed all papers. Anatomy, Oral Biology, Biochemistry and Physiology. It was tougher, and harder than SPM. If I can sum up my first year of being a freshman, it was fun (aside from examinations). Exams almost kill me, like seriously o(╥﹏╥)o 
At one time, I even barely walk or even stand straight. I almost faint due to loads of topics to be memorized. No, I'm not scaring any of my juniors, but maybe due to the fact that we have to memorize all topics from the 1st block until the 4th block. It felt like I had compressed my brain and the pressure start to resorb my neurones. Oh dear, sorry I was exaggerating a bit but the whole point is there, it's a torment.

But because we have faith in Allah, and because we don't lie on our efforts blindly, and we pray and pray and keep praying because success is a gift from Allah. You won't get them by yourself. Remember this, and start learning by heart. I hope I'll take my own advice on this. Yep, you have to. You must and you need it.

The viva also... how should I say about it. well, to be honest, I don't really prepare (I mean I don't really revise again before viva I just review some things and rely on my brain of what I've learnt during the exam week) so there you go. You deserve only this. So yeah, I know my own capacity right now. And the fact I was too nervous having to face one on one with our lecturers plus external examiner. I really don't wanna go but my parents told me just go and have some experience. But don't hope too much. Haha. Yep, they said that because they don't want me to be stressed out too much. They know how I am when I'm stressed. And I don't really like that part of me.

To sum up (again), a dental student isn't that carefree but I think I'm going to have a better future. Well, I pray for it. You should too :) Guess I have to prepare mentally and physically for next year since a lot of stuff to be handled and the number of subject like woooshh bam! SEVEN. If I'm not mistaken. Gaaaaaahhh stress already! ・゜・(ノД`)

But anyway, since we already knew how to survive this harsh world inshaAllah ALL IS WELL. Ah, to my juniors, whoever you are... be strong. That's all. Ahahahaha.

place where me and my friends take a short break

my escapism: food

all time fav: white coffee and marshmallow

Just don't say anything (no comment)

Dah.

Jangan bergantung pada manusia.

Dah.

Jangan letak pengharapan pada mereka.

Dah.

Jangan harapkan balasan daripada sesiapa.

Dah.

Aku memang dah sudah.



Allahu Musta'an.

Moga Allah sentiasa bersama.

In jannah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and greetings people of Earth. You can't be from Mars or Neptune, are you?

Back to our topic. Oh, don't be judgmental yet. It's not like I'm going to post any cheesy story of someone's marriage, or even mine cause obviously I'm still single and bear with me I am so skeptical when it comes to men. No offense guys.

I got some knowledge and I want to share. With those who are concerned about this thing, this fantasy (yes, I'm being honest as most of us were stuck between reality of this life and those romantic lines that only exist in books..and korean dramas. LOL)

I went to a Muslim Heroes program, first ever being conducted in IIUM Kuantan. And for the fact that it is free, why would not I join it right? Though the topic: DESIRES by Syeikh Tariq Appleby, more to coupling, marriage and stuff that do not even concern about me (at this moment), I just thought hey, maybe I can just come and hear a bit, gain some knowledge and maybe I can be a love counselor or something equal to that. Lol at me, but excuse you, it just a norm that non IIUM people always think that us IIUM people have these lots of knowledge regarding love, marriage and some other cases. I'm telling no we're NOT. Except for those who already get married. Find them yourselves. Oh wait. I bet you already knew. Meheh.

First of all, I think this is somehow a very familiar questions for us regarding dating in Islam. Are we allowed to do so?

OF COURSE!

What? Why whaaatt waaaaiitt a minute... Aren't Muslims are forbidden from doing so before you get married?

I forgot to tell you it is... for married couples! GAHAH!

Well yes, you probably say "I just go out, we don't even hold hand or whatsoever"..
But dear fellas, it's an emotional attachment we're talking about right here. It is something that much more powerful than physical contacts. This is from my POV. I think somehow our emotions can make us attach to someone strongly that somehow it may lead to unwanted acts by such couples just because the feelings of longing for each other become stronger each day. There are some people who like skinship (Korean term LOL) but some may not find any spark with those kind of acts. But along with emotions, love, desire, it may lead to another spark.

That was long. Sorry. But it's through my understanding. So if I'm wrong, do correct me. I'm just a human here. Learning from mistakes.

So HOW TO AVOID THIS?

Although you may have another reason, like we're gonna get married yeay~~ but excuse me sir, she or he is still not your legal spouse. Unless you bring along you parents or her parents. That I can call it as a truthful effort of getting married.

Secondly, Syeikh told us about Campus Da'wah Friendship.

Hold it! Why?! Isn't it a good thing to get involve in da'wah?

Yes, definitely! But what if the intention is different? What if the intention just to get to know this pretty, solehah girl in the society?

Ahah! That's the thing he's been talking about. My POV, well...if you do like her, then find a way to marry her and both of you can do da'wah together! Easy huh~ 

"But we're still young..."

Then...that's your problem. First of all, an act of da'wah should be for the sake of Allah. Secondly, it's for the ummah (this is a reminder for myself fyi). Getting married to a righteous man or woman, well...it's a good purpose in one's life but don't make it like the utmost goal in your life. NO. There's more about a Muslim's life than just getting married.

So, to avoid from thee getting involve in such cases; though if you get married then Alhamdulillah no need to worry 'cause I'm talking about people who make such promises to get married but ended up not doing so) you can start by keeping your communication to what is necessary. Don't need to ask whether you have eat or not? How's the weather blablabla. Just stick to your point and then walk away.

Syeikh also reminded us to avoid joking. To joke with such intention to attract the opposite gender is wrong because you have such intention. But it's not that Islam prohibit from joking? NO... You can make jokes to make others happy but not just simply to hit on girls. Of course you can joke around with your wife freely so no worries. You'll have her/him all by yourself right?

There are some more but I think I'll continue the post later. Just because I'm in the midst of preparing from End Block Examination.

Why do you have so much examinations Miss?

You can ask that to my Kulliyyah. I don't even get any holidays (╥_╥)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wrh and greetings people.


Hah! Saje buat title tah mende tu..

Oh okay. Back to English. Mweheh.


So, this weekend I decided not to go back since last week I already did. Which btw if I did go back, I would have some more time at home as we're going to a zoo visit next Monday. Yehet (?) But I was afraid that I would not be studying. So, yeah.. study sangaaaatt...

No, it's not just for a fun visit. Do you think going to a zoo is fun? But the fact we'll be having a comparative dental anatomy, so it's for the sake of learning. yeeeaaaayyy *spiritless*
Because I'm here in Kuantan, I have to ride the bus along with my classmates. I like the idea of travelling with my mates but I don't think it'll be any more exciting as we have to be awake by 4.00 am. Whhhaaahhaaaaattt Σ(ಠิωಠิ|||)

Nope. Not amusing at all. 

Ah, and last two weeks I went for a school visit program. It was nostalgic?

Why?

Because I miss Pepias every time I'm doing a program.


Seriously guys, don't you ever miss me? ಥ_ಥ

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and greetings earthlings.


Haaaaa...It's been awhile since the last time I updated this blog. Who even read this anyway? LOL.
So, the ongoing weeks gonna be hectic! Though our schedule is not that packed with classes still, lots of programs to be handled and some stuff to do that need me to go back to my hometown.

When will I get my car...

Okay, no whining. You'll get it when you get it.


The nearest one will be our school visit. I think it has been a year I ever visit any school for a program. I used to handle school programs with Pepias (I missed pepaya so much that I kept thinking of them lately). But this is a first for me as a secretary yang tak buat keje sangat pun eh? Haha. I've done my portion, Alhamdulillah. So hopefully the participants will gain lots of benefits and experiences from this program. I think it should be very much useful for the students, inshaAllah.

Ah, and I got to meet Iman and Kyla last week before their winter break ends around this March. Kyla will fly back to Korea this week and Iman will fly back to Japan on the upcoming week. When will I visit you guys there? One day perhaps.. Amin~~ *melong~

Oh and yeah..another video has been assigned to us. But this time only responsible for video shooting and the rest, well I'll leave them to the head of video team. He knows a lot more than me. of course.
This one is to show our support for KOD's team in the upcoming match (inter-kulliyyah and inter-varsity).
So go go KOD! Hwaiting! Innallaha ma'ana!

And since this is my 3rd block here, I'm planning to struggle some more. I mean study harder (but heol...I didn't). When will I learn from my mistakes? (╥_╥)